Helo welcom 2 my websight
I’ve been thinking a lot about how exactly I should put this, but…I’m coming back home..
These past few months I’ve been trying to adjust to all the changes that I told you about in a previous post, but it’s just been too much. I’m stressed out of my mind trying to keep up with the classes, I don’t understand half of what’s going on in class anymore and I know it will only get worse if I finally manage to go to my University. We’re 8 months in and I still can’t read a children’s book, nor can I hold even a simple conversation without resorting to using English constantly. They’re teaching us nothing but TOPIK at school and what Korean they do teach they explain so poorly that I might as well be studying it by myself.
The only reason for still staying here in spite of all of this was my lovely girlfriend, but since she decided to break up with me to go abroad I don’t see what I’m still doing here.. I might as well follow her to Europe.
It hasn’t been an easy decision, because I hate giving up and I love Korea and its language so much, but this is not the way I imagined this scholarship working out.. All my love for Korean has been sucked out of me by Keimyung, and although my love for Korea will never go away it’s not enough to make me deal with this shit every single day.
I’m looking forward to seeing you all again, my family and friends..and I’ll miss you, all the wonderful people I’ve met here.
Let’s meet again some day.
*Please note the date on which this article was published! You couldn’t chase me out of Korea even if you wanted to*